When you truly like someone I think the thought of cheating is non existent, what you tell each other about your past doesn’t matter and you have an understanding of what you both want. You feel like your truly connecting and you could both do some damage to each other if it ends. Scared to let you in but excited too. I think i’m falling for him and when I get back i might go harder!...
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Love me, Me!
I blame my mom for a lot of my self hate and insecurities. I can never be enough for her and now in my mind I feel like that for me and everyone else. I let all guys stomp all over me and its a cycle that I can’t break and I want to stop so bad but I fear that I will break down and not know how to be by myself. I’m afraid of loosing another person in my life and i’m afraid of...
Mr. SAND MAN is he really the man of my dreams?
I’m constantly dreaming of him. Always good accept one but its just really different to dream of someone I really like. Usually never happens. I hope he stays around. I really care for him and I want more. I’d like more then what I’m use too. I hope he’s my love. But it might just be infatuation and then I’ll have to break myself from him so I don’t get hurt and...
I want to say something but I have no one to tell it to. I want to cry but I have no shoulder to cry on. So only thing I can do is just cry alone and keep my thoughts in and put happy face on bc my emotions are just silly. :’,-)
I think I have little self worth…I wish I knew an easy way to get it back if I had any at all. Which I’m not sure I did since I’ve been told most of my life that I’m no good in many ways by someone who raised me. I just want to not have this idea in my head I need someone. God…I just don’t know anymore who I am, and I know who I want to be some what but...